coming from someone who lost their dad as well (years ago), my deepest regards to you and your family. It may not seem like it now but time will heal the pain, and then you'll soon be able to remember him with joy and not sorrow.
I know he wouldn't want me to be sad...but it hurts so damn deep inside that I can't help but be sad. I don't know what to tell my kids....that their papaw is gone.....how do you do tell your 6 and 2 year old's that papaw isn't coming back.....