Long story short is I hard coded something in Excel and was called out about it by Internal Audit(I work for a corporate bank). I basically hard coded the balances in two spreadsheets because I had issues with the excel formulas and I am rather new at this job. After an hr long discussion with Internal Audit, my bosses boss and her boss brought me in to explain the situation and they werent too happy as its technically against the integrity of the company. Now Im extremely worried what tomorrow will brin and Ive already popped one xanax. I go on vacation Thurs so I guess if Im canned, it goes down tomorrow. Is an error like this fixable by being a lesson learned?