I feel ya man. I left my job that paid ok to start a new trade in stationary engineering. Didn’t work out and I went back to my old job. Spent a bunch of money and lost some benefits but I learned from it. Looking for a. Ew job to move forward but it’s a learning process. Take a couple days off to relax and then hit the ground running. Life has ups and downs. This is just a low point that will pass