I am until 5pm
Sorry should have clarified. Sober from drugs and alchole. I'm sober from from alchole.What kind of sober OP? I take being sober as not being intoxicated or under the influence of drugs. I consider myself sober even though I down a 30 pack every week or so.
^that's definitely a problem that has potential to spiral out of control.
^that's definitely a problem that has potential to spiral out of control.
Sorry should have clarified. Sober from drugs and alchole. I'm sober from from alchole.
:lol: You sure you're sober from alcohol?
I have been dealing with this honestly. I don't know if I would consider myself and alcoholic but I see it as a problem.
I drink everyday when I get off work. Usually something close to a 6 packs, sometimes just a few tall boys. My friends say I drink way too much but I never get drunk. A 6 packs will barely put a buzz on me. I know when I drink it does start to put me in a depressive pity party state...usually over a stupid bitch. I can't remember the last day I went without a drink.
I have been dealing with this honestly. I don't know if I would consider myself and alcoholic but I see it as a problem.
I drink everyday when I get off work. Usually something close to a 6 packs, sometimes just a few tall boys. My friends say I drink way too much but I never get drunk. A 6 packs will barely put a buzz on me. I know when I drink it does start to put me in a depressive pity party state...usually over a stupid bitch. I can't remember the last day I went without a drink.
:lol: You sure you're sober from alcohol?
I was the same way. I started just before I went to college, and once I made some friends there it escalated. By my second year I was drinking every night, started at about ten drinks and moved up from there. If I had liquor In the house there was not much left of a 750ml bottle left.
As I went threw into my third year it got much worse. I began to detox some during the day. At that point I would pick a couple 40oz up on the way home just so I could sleep and not get sick, then it was on to the real drinking at night. I ignored what it was doing to me. No way was I an alcoholic at 21.
When I went home for Christmas break I drank in my room when everyone went to sleep. One night I was to tired to drink, the next morning I had my first detox seizure. I'm really lucky my parents were there. I woke up on the garage flood with paramedics over me. This did not get me to stop, I lost my license because of the seizure. I never drove drunk and driving around was an escape for me.
When I got back to school I would drink all day long. Wake up have a couple beers or shots. This went on until I went to treatment. Unfortunately I drank when I got out. Had more seizures and my body started to shut down. Terrible liver function, organ damge and terrible daily detox.
Thankfully I had lots of support many dont. I should have died and truly had little time left. I was drinking 25 or more drinks a day. But finaly after multiple rehabs and accepting that I was dying I got the help both mentally and medically that I needed. Today I'm in law school and married to the girl that stood by me threw all of this.
Addiction is hard people don't get it until they are exposed to it. I sure did not get it I thought it was a weakness. But now I understand the science behind it.
Good luck I'm sure you have been threw a lot being in the military. If you think it an issue seek out some help. You deserve a good like and the booze can and will take it from you.