I wouldnt say that lol
Im a cold mother ****er in a proper code...once its done, it is done...good or bad i usually walk out and go about my day. Sometimes i replay the deal in my head to see if i ****ed up.
One...only once....i cried after a proper deal. 8 yo girl. 4 wheeler wreck, double pneumo, coded her for a good 30mins, got her back and helo landed, then she went down again while we loaded her, drug her back into my ED and worked for a solid hr and her parents told us to stop ( i get it but **** me). I walked out smoked a marlboro and crief for about 2 mins...walked back in and said lets go...who is next.
Girl i worked with was like wtf? ...i said we got work to do...i ****in fine lets go
That's what women don't understand. If we can't push down our emotions then nothing would ever get done lol.